It has been an incredibly brain-intense day. Work was very busy. I left early in order to go to an appointment. That was a bit taxing. I then had 2 hours to kill before another appointment. I went and returned a shirt that I bought a couple of weeks ago. The one that looked really great on the hanger but hideous on me! Thank goodness it is gone. I stopped at Boudin's in San Marcos and got myself something to eat. I then went back to Vista for another 2 hour appointment. Group session that was 2 full hours. By then my head was hurting. A lot of information to process. My intention was to go home and relax. Why do I set myself up for that? It never goes right! I picked up Roxie from her grandparents and then realized I had NO gas - not even one bar. So I went to Costco. Luckily the gas station there is open until 9:30 even though Costco closes at 8:30. I was the only one in the whole place. Now I know when to go get gas! And it was quite a bargain today...only $3.97 a gallon.
While I was doing all of this, my phone kept going on with text alerts. I finally read them (big mistake). They were texts from someone blasting me for basically "backstabbing" them. Have you ever just felt like you've had just enough? That's how I felt. I tried to defend myself via text but that probably went on deaf ears. The whole thing is...I am not guilty of what I was accused of! But how to prove that? That was the final straw. I am mentally drained.
Today would have been my Emily's birthday. I always thought that the pain from losing her would subside. It has a little bit, but not all that much. I think it was because she died suddenly and I had no time to prepare or say good bye. I always said she was a gentle soul. I wanted to post a pic of her so I tried to get one out of my phone. Sprint picture mail is down. Of course it is!
Needless to say...it's been a trying day for me. And I forgot to put the rent check in the mail. Now doesn't that figure?! ♥
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